Blue

I am a little down today. Not my usual upbeat self anyway. I feel just about completely defeated. I feel right now that my family and I are going to be homeless forever. At least we have some type of roof over our head. But let me share with you it is hard to live in a hotel with three small children. Oh well I guess I should be happy that I have my family with me and we are together. But today I just feel down. I guess anyone who has been through the things I have been through in the past several years would be down a bit. This time though I know I am just a bit sad today and I will get over it quickly (I hope). Also this time I will not play the blame game and think that God is out to get me or anything like that. I will lift my eyes toward heaven and praise God. I will try and smile even though it is hard and hopefully no one will know the difference.

Thank you, Lord for keeping me and my family safe. Thank you, Lord for blessing me with three beautiful children and a wonderful wife. Praise God for the gift of your Son and that he gave his life just for us. Thank you, Lord for saving me and loving me. Praise God! Praise God!